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but seriously guys, i promise most times i don’t reply cause of low muse for the thread. sometimes i can pump out replies in less than five minutes, sometimes i look at a reply and everything i try to write is pure garbage, so i put it in my drafts and sometimes i just honestly forget. i am a very forgetful person, i space on things very easily, its really bad, i know. and i am sorry if you have been waiting on a reply from me. i really am.

and sometimes i want to make sure i give a good reply ?? not just like a two word answer when my partner gives me so much more ?? that is not fair to them ?? but i can’t always do that. and sometimes all they need is a one liner and sometimes i can’t do that either. i really am sorry.

i owe a lot. i know. i do. i have a draft count that makes me feel sick and i don’t like talking about it or looking at it. ( its not that much compared what other people may have, but it makes me feel like shit ) but if you really want an answer, NICELY nudge me. i promise if i have muse for it and you NICELY nudge me, i’ll get it out asap. it sucks and i’m the worst, i know.

but sending me a kinda rude anon will do nothing but give me anxiety and make me want to cry. i’m not trying to be mean, but i really don’t need that either ?? idk. idk. whatever. i’m stupid. sorry.

  1. engineeringmonkeywiz-blog said: Sometimes, and that’s okay!!! This isn’t a job!! Anyway, I’m sorry and I hope you feel better <3
  2. engineeringmonkeywiz-blog said: Honestly, I don’t think there was anything even close to nice about that anon, and I know with the anxiety it’s a lot easier said than done because I struggle with it, but I’d try not to sweat it. You’re health and well being is way more important than replies, and if you want to start new things sometimes you’re more than allowed and shouldn’t have to worry about what your draft count is. People forget too often that this is supposed to be fun and that muses plus real life gets in the way -
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