also
there are people on this site who i feel like… go out of their way not to interact with me. like mutuals and all. whether its cause they don’t like me, or the way i play bobbi, or they found someone better, or idk really these are all just my assumptions. and its not like, people i dont know, its people i used to interact with, or like, they followed me from my original clint account when i said i made this and or whatever like its like people i’ve interacted with at some point.
and like… idk. that hurts. and like, it’s a few people, you know? that ive sent something to at some point, or liked something, and im just ignored. it really, really hurts. and im like crying typing this.
and idk, maybe im just a stupid little girl who has zero self esteem 95% of the time and takes everything personally, but i would rather someone just fucking tell me they want nothing to do with me anymore then just fucking ignore me and keep following me or whatever,
and i mean, i know im not exactly innocent of this cause i do have a few things in my inbox i need to answer and i promise, i promise i will and i love everyone in my inbox so much, but like those aren’t answered cause im thinking about certain things i wanna put, not cause im ignoring them. but this feels like, blantant.
whatever, its 12:18 am and im just probably being a complete moron but idk i felt like i had to get this off my chest and idk maybe i’ll unfollow the handful of people that do this.
whatever sorry for being the actual worst.
whiskeyandtwoshotglasses said: { you’re lovely and if some people don’t appreciate you that certainly doesn’t mean that nobody does. You can’t please all of the people all the time, but be you and the people you want to have around you are the ones who stay. 😘 }
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